Conversations in Creative Practice: On Books and Prints
A Conversation with Shea'la Finch of Tiny Showcase, Deb Dormody of If 'N Books + Marks and Jen Corace, local artist and freelance illustrator.
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My name is Kedrin Frias, and I am an alumni student/veteran mentor of the studio. This spring I worked with NUA to reconnect with our past, stay connected with our present, and inspire future connections.
I tried to do this is by giving a new face to one of our annual projects, our Mail Art/Correspondence Project. This time around, we tried to involve family members from all different moments in our studio history. We wanted this year's project to be a testimony to the beautiful impact that New Urban Arts has had in many lives over the years. Participants created small works of art on wooden tiles. The tiles are now organized and on exhibit in our gallery.
Please join us for the Mail Art Exhibit, eat some munchies, and if you want to submit a tile to the exhibition, come and make one at our Mail Art Station.
This is a time to relax and discuss this year's Mail Art project, and the amazing artwork that has resulted.
All are invited... and remember, it's not too late to make a tile...
Thank you for participating,
Kedrin
Friday, April 24th at 6PM
New Urban Arts
743 Westminster Street
Providence Rhode Island
I have to be honest – I feel really aware of myself in a way that I’m not used to feeling in this space.
I walked into New Urban Arts for the first time last August with a similar anxiousness, not really knowing what to expect. Or maybe I was expecting something. I might have imagined small tables of students working quietly and diligently, guided expertly by a skilled sculptor or designer. Control and order and production. I guess that’s what I expected.
But it wasn’t what was there.
Instead, I walked in to voices and paper clippings and lights covered in tissue paper. A lot of spilled glitter and ripped cardboard. There were no small tables or well-ordered groups. There was a floor covered in scraps and a ship half-constructed, straddling two folding chairs. I remember envelopes tacked to the walls and people sprawled on the floor. Drawing, planning and talking. And I remember not immediately being able to differentiate the mentors from the students, which was disorienting. But it felt like things were happening here. That this entire place was a happening. And I instantly and sincerely wanted to belong.
I was lucky enough to be invited into this space that fall. I was awkward and thrilled and anxious each time I walked through the door during those first weeks. I didn’t exactly know how to navigate this space, or how to contribute to it in a way that would cultivate the kind of messy creativity that I had admired a few months earlier. I really just wanted to do it right – to be a good mentor, a fun mentor – to find the right projects and say the right words. I really wanted to engage in that way.
And I felt like I was hitting my stride a little after the first month. I thought, okay – I’ve got this project that we’re all pretty on-board with, painting paper bricks to make a collaborative wall installation. The students seem into it, I seem like I have some semblance of control and authority. I felt like what I had imagined a mentor should feel like – but at the same time, I couldn’t shake loose this anxiety, this distance that existed as a result of my uncertainty. I was still trying, still really overly aware, and because of that I think I felt a little far away.
One day in November a new student came to my table, which had been abandoned at this point. Bridgette wanted to paint a brick. So I happily provided a blank paper and laid out the paints.
Go for it, I said.
And a half-hour later, I was sincere in my enthusiasm. She had painted this mirror-image of a tree contained in colored boxes. Despite her claims, her many, many claims, I thought it was great. It was great. I wanted her to really understand, too. To know what made it such a successful piece.
I showed her, gesticulating and praising and being loud and happy. I raised my hands wildly to express my excitement, to demonstrate the strength of that stroke on the paper. Basically, I was all over the place in my fervor.
I don’t really know what made me forget that the brush was still in my hand. But it was, and covered – dripping – with red paint. So in my demonstrative excitement, Bridgette acquired a long crimson stripe, dashing across the sleeve of her white – what seemed like blindingly white at the time – shirt.
But most of all, looking back, I remember feeling pretty disappointed with myself. I felt like despite all of my efforts to assert control and maintain confidence in my role as a mentor, here I was in my relentless apologetic babbling, not knowing what I should do next. I felt vulnerable, like I had made this glaring red mistake – a mark of my incompetence staring back at me from Bridgette’s sleeve. There was this moment while I was washing out the misguided brush after she left, when I felt, oh well, there goes that student.
Only, it wasn’t like that. Because Bridgette did come back. She wasn’t wearing a white shirt, maybe intentionally, but there she was, at that same table the very next week. Painting another brick, and more after that.
And in case your interested, I was told the spot came out. So all’s well that ends well.